Life is Good (not really)

Today's blog will be different the the blogs of the past year and half. There has been a disturbing pattern developing here at RegisJack.com. So much of the content is depressing, bleak, hopeless, upsetting, and just downright dreary. But today I am going to focus on the positive things in my life. I'm going to blog about the things that make me happy and provide me with a sense of worth.

So here it goes...

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That's they way I see it, sorry you had to read it.

Pain, My Own Personal Jesus

My life is about pain: physical, emotional, and spiritual pain.
As all of my other beliefs have come into question, pain has always been there to comfort me.

Pain allows me to live my life.
It filled the void left when my soul was torn in half.
Without pain, life is dull, listless, and boring.
My life is not worth living without pain.
I believe that everyday I should be in some kind of pain.

Pain replaces all my other feelings.
I have found peace in pain.

My life used to be about pleasure: physical, emotional, and spiritual pleasure.
I didn't doubt anything in my life.
I found comfort in the pleasure that was my life.
Pleasure can be shared – that's the whole point.

Pain is for me and me alone.
My pain is my own.
My life is my own.

I believe in pain.
Pain hears my prayers.
Pain is my savior.

Happy Fracking New Year

Here is RegisJack.com's 2005 year in review.

I've heard voices that only I can hear (and you will still hear them)
I saw arrows (even with your eyes closed)
Britney did NOT appear pregnant and nude in Playboy (there is still hope)
I got Jack Bauer's number (so did everyone else)
SWCIII (when is SWCIV?)
I've searched for ghosts (in all the wrong places)
I've made some friends (...)
I've played a drum or two (it helps drown out the voices)
Got another year older (your up to 327)
Didn't have sex (only because no female would ever consider it)

It was a year of confusion (a year of conflict)
It was a year of pain (pain is so close to pleasure)
It was a year of depression (but who really cares)
It was a year of torment (that will never change)

I expect 2006 to be no different (It will be different, it will be shorter)