Lather Rinse Repeat

I feel the beat of the drum deep within my soul
I hear screams of passion within my bedroom walls
I see darkness around me and inside me
I smell blood on my hands
I taste flesh

Happiness surrounds me
Shot to the head
Depression envelops me
Cut out my heart
Pain completes me
Slit my wrists

I am Legion
One is many
Many is one
All will suffer
All will die
None will survive

Intoxication
Survival

Birth
Life
Death

Naked

There is darkness in my light
There is pleasure in my pain
There is suffering in my happiness
There is fear in my soul

I fear the present
I fear the future
I fear myself
I fear her
I fear her

When I smile
I bleed
When I cry
I drown
When I get close
I push away
When I think
I die

What Day Is It?

Today, someone else's words come to mind:

"I want your pain
To taste why you're ashamed
And I know you're not just what you say to me
And I'm not the only moment you're made of
You're so sudden and sweet
All legs, knuckle, knees
Head's blown clean off
Your mouth's paid off
Fuck me 'til we know it's unsafe
And we'll paint
Over the evidence"

- Marilyn Manson