There is no I in ME

Windows and Air
Desire and Trust
Escape and Life
Control and Torture
Fear and Sex
Love and Hate

The well is deep
At the bottom
Enveloped by darkness
A lone light shines
But brings no warmth
Forsaken by God

I need
I want
I do not
I cannot
I will not
I must

Dreams are torture
Nightmares bring peace
Life is unreal
Emotions are unclear
Terrified by touch
Disgusted by intimacy

False saviors
True demons
Fractured soul
Desperate times
No heroes
Wishful thinking

I cannot turn away
I cannot face it
It will destroy me
Love distracts from reality
Fear allows me to hide
Death will be my release